Straining seems to be a good word for my life as a Christian. One day I am being
stretched as thin as possible, in every area of life. I am pulled in the direction of this world,
but feel I need to be going the opposite way.
Some days I see where I need to be and do everything I can
to get there. It looks messy and appears
I don’t know what I am doing. The secret
is I don’t know, but I am friends with the One who does. I have to urge myself to stick with Jesus
even when things are scary and the problems I imagined are real and staring me
in the face.
Then there are months, and sometimes years, where straining feels
so painful. If there is an unpleasing
habit or attitude in me, God allows it to be filtered out of me. Just like in the kitchen when I separate
cooked noodles from boiling water, God uses my circumstances to prepare me for
the time I am the right temperature and consistency. Or like the tea bag I use that allows the tea
to flavor water, God uses situations to flavor my life. He strains me so that any unnecessary pieces
fall out, while the good remain.
As a child (and teenager, and well, adult), I went gem
mining. I paid for a bag of dirt and
sifted for the colored stones that were in it.
On the outside the bag looked plain.
But when you took the time to go through it, there were beautiful gems
to pull out. No matter how we feel about
ourselves, we must remember that we are made in Christ’s image. He put aspects of Himself in us that we are
to use. God puts opportunities in front
of us to make the most of those attributes.
Whether for work, volunteer, or in our personal lives, we are a certain
way for a reason.
Straining is useful in our walk with God. None of us is meant to stay the same-that
causes stagnation. We need to grow and
blossom into someone who serves God.
When I get to the end of my life here on earth, I want to be like that tea
bag I mentioned-wrung out with nothing left of use.
Join me as I learn to listen to God and act in a way that He
gets all the glory.
Thank you, Sarah, for writing this blog. You have always been an open and honest person and that comes through very clearly in this post. I am also glad that my investment in the gem mining is still producing a good return! I am proud of you, Dad
ReplyDeleteThank you Dad! You know how much that means to me. :)
ReplyDeleteYou should have known the gem mining would come in handy!
So excited to read your blog and see a little more of your heart. I'm encouraged reading this and it was what I needed to be reminded of today. God is still working on me! Love you!
ReplyDeleteSo honored to get to help remind you. None of us is done! One day you and I will be used up tea bags in Heaven together. Love you too!
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