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Straining
Philippians 3:12-14 Not that I have already obtained all this, or have already arrived at my goal, but I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me. Brothers and sisters, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.
Thursday, January 30, 2014
Monday, January 27, 2014
Perspective
For the first time, I am writing this post right now. I have several written and partially edited, but today I feel led to write this and get it out. It won't be polished, but I have faith that it will be the right words for someone.
All my life, I have been a people-pleaser. The worst punishment I could get was to hear my parents say they were disappointed in me. Those words cut deeply. Conversely, hearing someone (especially my Dad) say they were proud of me lifted me up in ways nothing else could. This is still true today, but I am learning to fight it. In this world, fully living like a Christian is frowned upon by so many people. I still want people to like me, but I am learning it is more important for God to like me. He will always love me, but His approval of my attitude and actions is most important.
If we only care about what others think, we will be disappointed. People's opinions shift like sand, but what God says will always be true. If we rely on what people think of us, we will live in a state of nervousness and possible depression. Caring about God's opinion of us frees us to focus on the truly important matters of life.
The Bible has much to say about pleasing God rather than man. One verse I really love is Proverbs 16:7. "When a man's ways please the Lord, he makes even his enemies to be at peace with him." What a cool perspective to have: When God approves of your life, even your enemies will end up shaking your hand. (The Message version.) As long as we keep the importance on what God thinks of our actions, we don't have to worry about others' reactions.
My prayer today, that I haven't been able to stop thinking is, "God, please bless those who like me as well as those who don't. You love us all the same." What would the world look like if we stopped caring what people thought of us, and looked only to God for approval? What if we saw someone who thought the opposite of us, and asked God to bless them?
All my life, I have been a people-pleaser. The worst punishment I could get was to hear my parents say they were disappointed in me. Those words cut deeply. Conversely, hearing someone (especially my Dad) say they were proud of me lifted me up in ways nothing else could. This is still true today, but I am learning to fight it. In this world, fully living like a Christian is frowned upon by so many people. I still want people to like me, but I am learning it is more important for God to like me. He will always love me, but His approval of my attitude and actions is most important.
If we only care about what others think, we will be disappointed. People's opinions shift like sand, but what God says will always be true. If we rely on what people think of us, we will live in a state of nervousness and possible depression. Caring about God's opinion of us frees us to focus on the truly important matters of life.
The Bible has much to say about pleasing God rather than man. One verse I really love is Proverbs 16:7. "When a man's ways please the Lord, he makes even his enemies to be at peace with him." What a cool perspective to have: When God approves of your life, even your enemies will end up shaking your hand. (The Message version.) As long as we keep the importance on what God thinks of our actions, we don't have to worry about others' reactions.
My prayer today, that I haven't been able to stop thinking is, "God, please bless those who like me as well as those who don't. You love us all the same." What would the world look like if we stopped caring what people thought of us, and looked only to God for approval? What if we saw someone who thought the opposite of us, and asked God to bless them?
Thursday, January 23, 2014
All In
Last spring I was in a ladies Bible study by Henry and
Richard Blackaby. One week there was a
section on praying as a church that really hammered in the importance of
regular meetings. Now, my church has
many activities and outreaches, but in all the years as a member, I could not
remember hearing about prayer meetings.
How could that be?
**I’ll be honest:
even growing up in church did not stop me from being terrified of
praying out loud. When I had to pray in
youth group and later women’s groups, I would start to terror sweat and try to think
of what I was going to say before it was my turn. **
After a few days of thinking about how we don’t meet for
prayer, I went to the church Facebook page and sent a message about how we
should have prayer meetings, even once or twice a month. I received a reply that it was a great idea
and would be passed on. I read that and
thought, “OK good, I have done my part.
Maybe someone will start this.”
Soon after that I was contacted by our minister of pastoral care, whom I
had never met but is now a great friend.
He was so excited for us to get started!
US! Here is yet another time I
was terrified and excited at the same time.
We met throughout the summer to plan, and had our first meeting in
August. On the way to the first prayer
meeting, the fear left me. I knew that
God was going to use me in this way, even though I felt inadequate. Knowing I had to get over fear in order to
help others really pushed me.
Over the last year or two, I have realized that if I want to
grow, I will be pushed out of my comfort zone.
If I want to be a help and encouragement to others, it means not sitting
on the sidelines. God put us here to
love each other and bring glory to Him.
For the second time in a year, I had to totally rely on God’s power to
take an uncomfortable step. He keeps
proving to me that each of these steps is worth it. Hopefully one of these days I will learn to
hear God’s voice and just say, “Sounds great. I’m all in!”
Monday, January 20, 2014
Be Still
After a few months of frantically trying to find a job, even
overnight ones that would not work for me, I finally got the hint that a job is
not what I need right now. I told God I
would wait on His timing and started praying and studying more. The right
opportunity will come at the right time, but being patient until then is the
key. That is what I keep telling
myself. I began to understand how
Abraham’s Sarah must have felt, waiting around for God to work. Studying her life led me to Genesis 21:6, and
I felt like God was making me this promise: “Sarah said, God has brought me
laughter, and everyone who hears about this will laugh with me.” The joy in her was obvious when, in her 90’s,
she had her promised child. Now, I hope God does not wait until I am old and more
gray to fulfill this, but it is always a possibility. I can just picture being so shocked and
excited about what He does, my family and I can only laugh. He is working now, and I can feel it in me.
Exodus 14:14 is now one of my favorite verses. “The LORD will fight for you; you need only to be still.” Once I started being quiet with God more, He started speaking to me more. Being still is the opposite of easy, but I have found God waiting for me when I am. He longs to speak when I listen. The same is true for you. God wants to speak to you and is at work around you, even when you don’t notice.
Simply be still and listen.
Thursday, January 16, 2014
Just Do It
Learning to listen to God started to become more important
to me a year and a half ago. August 2012. My youngest was in Pre-K every day,
so I was going to volunteer some and work part time. At least that was my plan. When I read about the opportunity to
volunteer with hospice through my church, NorthStar, it felt like there was
extra light on my computer, shining down to illuminate the words. I recoiled in horror at the thought. Volunteer with hospice? I can’t do that! That is for people who must be saints! Ever since we had a hospice nurse for my Mom,
I have been in awe of people who could be with hospice. The nurse we knew had the kindness and
patience of an angel, and I do not.
After a sleepless night, I met with my friend to talk it
over. Finally I decided to try training
and see how things went. Yes, there were
memories and tears. There was lots of
fear over whether I could do this, but I still really felt led to it. I felt
there was something put in me that should be used and not wasted. My spiritual gift is mercy, and I can show
mercy to someone who is at the end of life on this earth, as well as mercy to
their family. I have been where these
families are and can help them come out on the other side.
After training, I started going to the nearby facility one
morning a week. If there was a patient
whose family wasn’t with them, I would go sit with them. Hearing stories of their lives riveted
me. They had such clarity at this point
in their journey. One of the first
visits is one I will never forget. The
nurses asked me to sit with a woman who did not want to be alone. All through the night before, she would wake
up every 15 minutes or so and scream if she was alone. The nurses had to go calm her down every time
instead of focus on other patients. I
spent a few hours holding her hand, and she gripped mine tight, waking up every
10 or 15 minutes. When she woke up, she
would look at me and go peacefully back to sleep. Somehow I gave her comfort by just holding
her hand. My heart ached for this woman who
felt so alone and so scared. Being able to give a small amount of comfort was
humbling. It made me realize that even
when I am not doing anything, God is able to help others through me.
Mark Batterson says, “When you feel unqualified and
overwhelmed, you are right where God wants you.” I alone am not good enough to do this, but
that is the important part. I have to
rely on God’s strength to equip me. God
made it clear this is where He wants me, so I had to step out in faith. Is there an area of your life where you need
to move past the fear and excuses and just act?
I encourage you to take that step!
You won’t regret it.
Tuesday, January 14, 2014
Strain Away
Straining seems to be a good word for my life as a Christian. One day I am being
stretched as thin as possible, in every area of life. I am pulled in the direction of this world,
but feel I need to be going the opposite way.
Some days I see where I need to be and do everything I can
to get there. It looks messy and appears
I don’t know what I am doing. The secret
is I don’t know, but I am friends with the One who does. I have to urge myself to stick with Jesus
even when things are scary and the problems I imagined are real and staring me
in the face.
Then there are months, and sometimes years, where straining feels
so painful. If there is an unpleasing
habit or attitude in me, God allows it to be filtered out of me. Just like in the kitchen when I separate
cooked noodles from boiling water, God uses my circumstances to prepare me for
the time I am the right temperature and consistency. Or like the tea bag I use that allows the tea
to flavor water, God uses situations to flavor my life. He strains me so that any unnecessary pieces
fall out, while the good remain.
As a child (and teenager, and well, adult), I went gem
mining. I paid for a bag of dirt and
sifted for the colored stones that were in it.
On the outside the bag looked plain.
But when you took the time to go through it, there were beautiful gems
to pull out. No matter how we feel about
ourselves, we must remember that we are made in Christ’s image. He put aspects of Himself in us that we are
to use. God puts opportunities in front
of us to make the most of those attributes.
Whether for work, volunteer, or in our personal lives, we are a certain
way for a reason.
Straining is useful in our walk with God. None of us is meant to stay the same-that
causes stagnation. We need to grow and
blossom into someone who serves God.
When I get to the end of my life here on earth, I want to be like that tea
bag I mentioned-wrung out with nothing left of use.
Join me as I learn to listen to God and act in a way that He
gets all the glory.
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